later~

byk benda nk cite, tp mls nk taip sekarang~

cume aku akan stat praktikal selasa ni~ malas plak~

wish me luck & all the best~





kenalkan, inilah kwn aku a.k.a penguat semangat time aku final haritu.. kami hanya KAWAN.. that's the rule~


[notaku: malas nye nk stat praktikal. waaa. klu die xjd cikgu mlm ni da tgk ninja dah. T_T]

i'm happy~

Alhamdulillah, syukur~

i don't want to say too much about it~

for the time being, i'm really happy with my life~

also thanx to u, friends~ aku senyum kembali kerana kamu~


[notaku: current mode aku adalah HAPPY. jgn kacau~]

trip + holiday~

salam to all...

Alhamdulillah, aku + family + KAMY selamat smpai ke rumah masing2.. trip kali ni best tp hujan je.. nsb tmpt yg kitorg g tu xbanjir.. hehe.. aku mls nk cite pjg2, korg tgk je la gmbr k~

overall, trip ke thailand ni mmg best gile even hujan.. dpt tgk care org sane berpolitik, cara hidup dorg and care dorg berkomunikasi.. mmg tmpt yg aku pergi ni majority org Islam dan melayu.. tp syg, dorg da xbleh berbahasa melayu... ni kali ke 3 aku gi negara org.. setiap negara lain cara nye.. and Alhamdulillah, aku bersyukur aku hidup di Malaysia~






nk tgk lg, sila ke facebook aku.. atau klik kt sini~


[notaku: g thai aritu aku mkn je keje nye. smpai KL plak, tdo je. haha. and die mmg kwn aku, PASTI. kn da kate jgn over. hish. kwn, jom mkn nasi lemak kpg baru. weee~]

can we?

just be a friend... no feelings.. can we??


many questions keep bothering me~

tp takut nk luahkn~ tkt aku je yg fikir bukan2~

Ya Allah, berilah aku petunjuk & permudahkan lah segala urusanku, Amin~

i'm really scared + not confident + a bit lonely + byk sgt benda dlm otak ni~ btul2 jiwa kacau~ T_T



aku akan bertolak ke Perlis ptg ni.. drive all the way to Perlis memakan mase lbh kurg 8jam.. maybe smpai pagi... doakan kami sekeluarga selamat pergi & selamat pulang, Amin~



[notaku: bagus la sume da settle. make sure wat follow up. aku mmg ske amik berat skit, jgn rimas ok. xnk layan xkisah pn. just be my friends NOT my love. TQ~]

a big congrats~

salam to all..

seperti yg korg sume tau, hari ni result UPSR kua.. hehehe.. guess what?? adik aku dpt 5A.. huhuhu.. Alhamdulillah, syukur~

pg td aku, mak and adik2 pegi sekolah die sbb ade majlis anugerah cemerlang.. b4 tau result, mcm biase la bg hadiah utk student yg dpt no 1-3 and terbaik matapelajaran.. mcm biase, adik aku yg last skali, Ahmad Azizi, dpt 3 matapelajaran terbaik... pendidikan islam, jawi ngn bahasa arab.. adik aku yg Ahmad Ameer dpt byk thn ni.. die dpt terbaik pendidikan islam, pengawas, pembaca doa, and the BEST part is TOKOH MURID.. kami sgt berbangga~

overall, ape yg aku bleh nmpk, cikgu2 kt skola tu sgt suke ngn adik aku.. and cikgu2 pn sgt kagum dgn cre mak mendidik anak2.. smpaikn tadika & nuseri mak aku penuh ngn anak2 cikgu dr skola tu.. hehehe.. Alhamdulillah, berkat usaha mak aku gk sume tu.. Allah murahkn rezeki mak aku~

ok, arini aku nk tdoo je.. nk charge energy.. esok nk drive dr KL ke Perlis.. jauh siot.. adeh.. xpe2, nsb ade lg 2 driver.. so, bleh gilir2.. and insyaAllah kami akan berkonvoi bersama iezzat.. dear frens, doakan la kami sume selamat pergi dan pulang.. Amin~






[notaku: sian kt die, tp cane nk tlg? xpe la, rest dlu ok. nnti aku akan tlg mane yg mmpu. smile jgn stress~]

so sweet~

kawan aku tag benda ni kt FB.. sgt touching bile bace.. but, klu la aku ade bf, bleh la bg.. tp klu bg pn, org laki ni bleh paham ke?? lg pressure ade la kot.. well, it depends pd seseorang utk menilainye~

i'm HOME.. finally.. sgt lega + suke + best dan bermacam2 perasaan lg laa.. and byk perkara nk kene wat utk 2mggu bercuti ni.. mggu ni je da bz nk g thailand.. mggu dpn plak raya haji + reunion + kenduri kawen.. perghh~ mmg xmerasa la cuti ni.. 1 DEC aku da stat praktikal.. waaa.. xsbr + teruja + takut.. sume ade.. papepn, mudah2an Allah permudahkan segala urusan aku, Amin~


[notaku: cepat la balik. resume + surat xemail lg kn. kang btul2 xde tmpt br tau. cepat balik. hehe~]

finally~

salam to all..

ok, hari ni da ari selasa.. wpn kt lua masih gelap, tp hari da bertukar ari selasa~

wee~ happy nye nk blk umah~ can't wait to see my mom & adik2 and also for my trip to Thailand this weekend~

nnti aku da smpai umah, aku update k.. mau tdo sepuas2nye sbb esok nk drive~

goodbye Segamat.. aku akan merindui mu~ T_T


[notaku: mane die ni? adeh. gdnite~]

doesn't mean anything~

by Alicia Keys~

Used to dream of being a millionaire, without a care
but if I’m seeing my dreams and you aren’t there
’cause it’s over
that just wont be fair, darling.

I’d rather be a poor woman living on the street,
no food to eat
’cause I don’t want no pie if I have to cry
’cause it’s over
when you said goodbye

All at once
I had it all
but it doesn’t mean anything
now that you’re gone
from above,
seems I had it all
but it doesn’t mean anything
since you’re gone

Now I see myself through different eyes
it’s no surprise
but being alone would make you realize, when it’s over
all in love is fair
I shoulda been there, I shoulda been there, I shoulda shoulda

All at once
I had it all
but it doesn’t mean anything
now that you’re gone
from above,
seems I had it all
but it doesn’t mean anything
since you’re gone

I know I pushed you away
what can I do that would save our love
take these material things
they don’t mean nothing
its you that I want

All at once
I had it all
but it doesn’t mean anything
now that you’re gone
from above,
seems I had it all
but it doesn’t mean anything
since you’re gone


[notaku: selain already gone by kelly clarkson, lagu ni pn sgt membawa makna. DAMN! i don't like this feeling. da la ramai tegur aku kurus. pemberi semangat sila pujuk hati sy bleh?]

merdeka~

salam to all..

super duper happy cz finally habis jugak final exam untuk degree ku, HEAVEN siot~

Alhamdulillah, terima kasih Ya Allah~ ^_^

next episod, aku akan stat berpraktikal di SIRIM.. dr bln12 hgga bln4.. and lupe nk bgtau yg advisor aku adalah Dr. Omar Samat.. he's a nice + funny guy.. sgt TERUJA dpt DO~

oh yes, overall, paper this sem sume bleh jwb dgn jaya nye... cume xbrape nk konfiden la dgn huraian dan gorengan yg dibuat.. ape2pn, semoga lulus dgn jaya nye to me & frens~

lepas ni fokus kt praktikal + thesis plak and insyaAllah end of next year aku akan jd graduan degree plak.. wah, can't wait 4 that moment... lg2 bersama kwn2 yg mmg super duper best.. ditambah pula dgn adanye si secret admire tu.. berganda2 keTERUJAan~ ^_^

oh ya, guess what?? i'm still in SEGAMAT.. believe it or not?? hahahahaha... biase nye aku la org 1st akan balik KL... tp kali ni terPENDING plak... ahahahahahah... act, aku ade seminar esok then ade perjumpaan praktikal.. so, nk blk pn mcm alang2 je.. mak aku pn kte xpyh blk.. ye la, duit lg kn... huhuhu.. so, berkampung la lg beberapa hari kt segamat ni... lgpn ok gk sbb ni la last nk meronda tmpt org... pasni klu smbg master pn sure kt s.alam je.. huhuhu.. xpe, gunakan mase yg ade ni utk menikmati keindahan segamat buat kali terakhir... hahahahaha~

so, skang mmg xtau nk wat ape.. kemas2 brg + tdo + FB-ing je laa.. hehehe... xpe2, bertahan.. lg beberapa hari je.. hehehehe~

ok la, mau mengemas brg ni... nnti aku smbg blk k~ ^_^


[notaku: die blk arini. nk ikot boleh? bluek~]

^_^

off to final exam~

off to MELAKA~

weeeeeeee~

bulan Mei~

menurut Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah, ni ciri2 orang yang lahir pada bulan Mei:

• Kekerasan hati & degil
  
• Kuat semangat & bermotivasi tinggi
  
• Pemikiran yang tajam
  
• Mudah marah apabila tidak dikawal
  
• Pandai menarik hati orang lain & menarik perhatian
  
• Perasaan yang amat mendalam
  
• Cantik dari segi mental & fizikal
  
• Tidak perlu dimotivasikan
  
• Tetap pendirian tetapi mudah dipengaruhi oleh orang lain
  
• Mudah dipujuk
  
• Bersikap sistematik (otak kiri)
  
• Suka berangan
  
• Kuat daya firasat memahami apa yang terlintas di hati orang lain tanpa diberitahu
• Bahagian telinga & leher mudah diserang penyakit
  
• Daya khayalan yang tinggi
  
• Permikiran yang tajam
  
• Pandai berdebat
  
• Fizikal yang baik
  
• Kelemahan sistem pernafasan
  
• Suka sastera, seni & muzik serta melancong
  
• Tidak berapa suka duduk di rumah
  
• Tidak boleh duduk diam
  
• Tidak punya ramai anak
  
• Rajin dan bersemangat tinggi
  
• Agak boros

[notaku: mood ok kembali. mmg penguat semangat betul kamu ni. tQ~]

scared~

takut untuk paper esok~

tak confident sbb study baru 60% and mmg akan stop kt situ~

sbb tau kire yg tu je, yg lain xtau.. klu bantai takut salah~

oh, tak suke perasaan cmni.. da la terPERIOD awal~

apakah ini dugaan? waaaa~

Ya Allah, permudahkan lah segala urusan ku, Amin~


[notaku: da dpt semangat dr die + mak but still down. cane?]

my 5th paper~

salam to all...

from 57kg to 51kg in a MONTH~ miracle gile ok~ ^_^
(berat sblm raye and berat sekarang, byk kot trn nye. haih~)

semlm ingat nk update blog, tp mkck sebelah tutup wireless la plak.. hehehe.. pg ni br die bukak~

well, paper semlm ok la, bleh thn.. xsusah sgt xsenang sgt... sedang elok je.. tp biase la kn, keCUAIan tu sering aku lakukn.. hahahaha.. xpe la, da lepas pn and aku hrp dpt keputusan yg cemerlang, Amin~

and then, last nite disebbkn internet xde, kami pn pegi la melepakkn diri kt boling.. ok, this is our FIRST time ok.. gelak skang!! hahahahahhaaaaa... we have a lot of FUN even aku xmain.. pecah perut aku gelak2 tgk dorg main... aku sakit kepala semlm + sakit tgn, tu yg tgk je tu.. hehehe~

this sem is our last together.. cm sdey plak nk tgglkn kwn2.. lg2 housemate yg gile2 ni.. waaaa~ T_T
enjoy the pics ok, skit je dpt snap2~






thanx 4 d memories guys~ love u soo much~ thanx 4 everything~ ^_^


my last paper is on 14th nov, paper Financial Statement Analysis.. waa.. xsabar nk abis.. wish me luck tau~



[notaku: puasa FB xpe. sms xbleh puasa. haha. Alhamdulillah, i'm happy with my life now~]

berkawan biar seribu~

salam to all..

mlm td xbleh nk study + xleh nk tdo, aku meng-explore FB.. byk benda yg aku find out.. hehehe~

actually, i'm not too obsessed for him, my secret admire... just kwn2 je bcz he's so funny... besides, aku mmg xde niat pn nk bercinta dlm mase terdekat ni.. relax dlu bia hati cool.. tibe2 bercinta kang org ckp desperate plak kn.. i'm NOT that types of person.. please~

explore pnye explore, finally i found his peminat gk.. b4 this, ade sources bgtau yg die ni ramai peminat tp die xde minat kt sape2 pn.. xtau la btul ke x, aku caye je.. hehehe.. aku da agk bdk tu, tp xde la beria2 nk tau kn sbb xde kene mengena pn... ske hati la nk minat ke, tgkp cintan ke.. i don't care at all.. malah aku akan tumpang happy.. hehehe~

to be truth, yes i like him, tp NOT over laa.. sekadar kwn2... demi Allah... just don't break the rules.. lgpn friends means anything + everything to us right.. kite bebas nk gelak2, cite2, lepak2... xkire la kwn tu lelaki or perempuan... that's the rules, no heart feelings.. as my friend said, In front of the person u love, ur heart beats faster BUT in front of the person u like u get HAPPY.. i'm 100% agree with that statements... bercinta lain, berkawan lain.. xsame.. kdg2 kite lg selesa berkawan dr bercinta.. sesetengah org plak cinta adalah segala2nye.. just think ok.. sume depends pada diri kite sendiri.. we know what the best to ourself.. and mintk petunjuk dr Allah, InsyaAllah berkat hidup.. renung2kn ye~


[notaku: study la. FB je keje. adeh~]

please~

yes, i'm lonely, but i'm NOT desperate like u~



enough said~

my 4th paper~

salam to all...

today is my 4th paper.... Alhamdulillah, sgt BEST jawab utk part B sbb mmg gile hafal bulat2 sume point... klu nk kurg markah pn dr segi penghuraian kot... hehehe.. tp konfiden abis la jwb part B tu.. cume nye part A xbrape nk BEST... case ctudy nye xphm plak tu... hampeh btul... hopefully ape yg aku merepek kt part A tu bleh diterima pakai laa.. hehehe~

so skang mcm biase la, rehat2... tdo... ber-FB and main game... hahaha... kite kene relax2 kn otak dlu then esok baru stat study.. hehehe... next paper on 11thn Nov 09.. paper Personal Finance~


[notaku: td die mcm blur + stress je.. die ok x ni? *wondering*]

lepaking + happening~

salam to all..

hehehe.. kelmarin, 051109, aku balik umah jap.. balik KL.. tujuan utama nk wat pasport group.. well, for ur info aku akan ke thailand dr 20-23 nov ni... as usual, group aku pnye program wajib every year.. jalan2 smbil bersukarelawan smbil berkenal-kenalan... i can't wait for this trip.. yippie~ ^_^

oh yeah, back to topic.. hehehe.. blk je umah as usual kene online dlu... amik aura dr sumber insipirasi.. hahaha.. even kt umah tu family adalah sumber inspirasi gk.. so, pas maghrib kami sekeluarga kua g tgkp gmbr.. semangat sume lg2 mak sbb da lame x keluar negara... ececece.. wpn seberang perlis je, tp keluar malaysia gk tu.. hehehe.. then, pas settle tgkp gmbr trus gi seksyen 14, PJ utk mkn malam... family aku kebuluran sbb aritu mak masak nasi lemak utk bdk2 tadika.. sehari suntuk mkn nasi lemak mmg muak la kan~

after 1 month, finally, aku mkn besar... hahahaha... mlm tu kami sekeluarga mkn nasi + tomyam + telor dadar + ikan kembung 3 rasa + kailan ikan masin + chicken chop... waaa.. meriah x kami makan?? and guest what?? aku berjaya abiskan sepinggan nasi... mungkin sbb sedap sgt kot... xsedar selera mkn naik ke thp yg tggi skali... hehehe... Alhamdulillah~

then pas mkn, kami sekeluarga blk umah.. aku plak meneruskn agenda iaitu keluar berfoye2 bersama rakan2 kesygn.. hehehe.. cm biase la kwn yg slalu lepak.. c Dahlia tu.. mlm tu aku ajak adik a.k.a junior aku.. kami tgk movie, cite Jeniffer's Body... super BEST cite tu.. tp a bit scary + psyco abis laa.. and as i said to him, my secret admire, aksi 18sx pn bleh tahan... abis ilmu aku.. hahahaha.. i repeat, after 1 month finally aku dpt gk enjoy + release tensen.. btul2 aku have fun.. hehehe~

after abis movie, kami gi la danau kota.. klu xsilap mase tu da pkul2.. kami melepakkn diri smbil minum2.. tujuan asal nk g danau tu sbb nk shopping skit.. alih2 tgk je la kedai tu tutup.. hampeh btul.. hehehehe... pas minum2 trus la blk~

sepjg bersama mereka, byk gk yg kami cerita kn.. biase la masing2 br putus cinta.. topik of kos la lelaki... can't stop talking about guys... c Dewi dok bengang2 sbb ex die ske sgt flirt ngn awek2 yg sexy... hahahahaha... well, LELAKI kn... what do u expect?? moral of the story + our story, jgn percaya sgt laki ni.. mule2 je manis, lame2 buang cmtu je... nk jmpe laki yg betul2 cukup ciri2 + berIMAN da susah da zaman skang ni... 1 dalam 1000~

after this things happen, aku da ckp da ngn mak aku, sape2 dtg masuk MINANG aku, agak2 cukup ciri2 + berIMAN + background bagus, aku setuju je.. bercinta lepas kawen pn ok kn.. hahahaha.. whatever it is, aku mmg serah sume kt Allah.. DIA maha mengetahui segalanye.. rite now, aku nk fokus ape yg aku nk utk hidup aku~

oh ye, last nite i dream about my EX.. a bit lawak gk la sbb dlm mimpi aku die sggup merompak utk dptkn duit utk kawen ngn that girl.. and i don't know why he still looking for me and involves me with his SHIT.. i hate that dreams.. DAMN~

well, stop talking about this and i really2 happy with my life now... lg2 sumber insiprasi yg sgt BEST and FUNNY.. hehehe.. thanx to u secret admire + family + lovely frens... i can live my life as usual and i can totally forget about my past... thanx ALOT~ ^_^

ok la, enjoy la some foto kt bwh ni ye~

ni la penaja utk mlm itu~ thanx adik~ ^_^



kami single ok~ sila Q and isi borang utk post BF sejati~ hahahaha~


[notaku: mak aku ckp aku da kecik skit. mknenye kurus la tu. hehehe. i like it~]

3rd paper~

salam to all..

paper ke-3 Alhamdulillah bleh jawab ngn jaya nye.. cume ade careless skit... tp xpe la, da lepas pn.. aku dah usaha & skang bertawakal kpd Allah~

esok aku nk blk KL... ari jumaat nk wat pasport... kn nk g thai cuti nnti.. hehehe.. seronok.. xsabar~

harini da reject dah KWSP, cume x dpt call lg sbb line bz.. xde org nk angkat... operator tu da 2-3 kali ulang.. adeh.. melambung bil aku.. hehehee~

ok la, nk main game puas2, layan FB and macam2 lg... next paper on 8th Nov 2009.. paper SM.. mintak2 ade hint laa.. Amin~

[notaku: hari ni HAPPY sgt2. Allah je tau betapa HAPPY nye aku. Alhamdulillah~]

love note #4~

renung2kan lah ye~

Ikhlaslah menjadi diri sendiri agar hidup penuh dengan ketenangan dan keamanan. Hidup tanpa pegangan ibarat buih-buih sabun. Bila-bila masa ia akan pecah.


[notaku: stat study port. nk score A. yay~]

2nd paper~

salam to all...

Alhamdulillah paper kedua ni bleh jawab.. carry mark pn not bad.. paper CTU kn.. bahasa melayu, agak senang la gk... tp klu salah goreng, mati laa.. hehehehe~

anyway, xde ape yg menarik lately ni.. cume agk keterujaan skit je.. aku jmpe penguat semangat, kire mcm aku yg admire kt die.. and Alhamdulillah die pn respon.. utk exam je, ok.. at least semangat la skit aku nk exam kn... ske2 tp x over, ok! kwn2 je~ ^_^

ok la, nak rehat2 dlu.. next paper on 4th Nov 2009, paper port... nk stat study esok pagi~

ni gmbr latest aku.. yes, aku xmekap.. time ni g mkn.. time mkn mmg aku xmekap pn.. bile letak kt FB, sume dok tegor pelik.. hehehe.. anyway, inilah NATURAL BEAUTY~


[notaku: rindu sama emak.. xsabar nk abiskn exam.. xsabar nk g thai.. nk tdoooooo~]