bendul~

it's me. kaler nk striking je aku ni. hahaha. xpe, nmpk menyerlah skit. (perasan!) ^_^

da lame aku tak membebel pjg2 kt blog aku ni kn? tp aku klu skali update mmg pjg berjela2. smpai juling2 gk la mate korg nk bace. hehehe. well, terpulang pd korg la nk bace ke tak. aku ttp akan update panjang2. hehehehe.

okay, as u all know, aku da stat training kt SIMA. SIMA tu ape? SIMA tu Scope International Malaysia Academy. training ni under Standard Chartered bank and overall Scope ni wat wholesale banking operations. if i'm not mistaken. hehehe. kire kitorg ni klu dpt keje kt sini, keje belakang tabir la. takde nk duduk kt kaunter pn. hehe. 1st week ni mmg sgt PACK sbb smpai ahad still ade program. sbg trainee, kene la ikut rules and perform sehabis baek. skang ni tak bleh dah nk ikot hati. kene pakse gk diri ni ikot sume program. sbb nnti klu keje kt situ, mmg akan mencabar fizikal & mental. so, dr skang kene berlatih jd KENTAL. hehehe.

well, kt SIMA ade program baru utk fresh graduates. BOA aka Banking Operations Apprentice. and aku apply for this program. klu dpt and lulus sume assessment die, aku akan training selama 6bln and dpt gaji. huhu. interview aritu okay la sbb aku dpt org yg same interview aku mse mintk SIMA ni. hehehe. hopefully aku dpt la join program tu. bleh la trus keje. hehehe.

lagi psl ape eh? ermm. buah hati? hahaahahaha. bleh da ke pggl buah hati ek? well, aku seboleh2nye taknak cite psl ni sbb masalah stalker masih lg berleluasa. nnti cite ape plak yg tersebar kt FB. so, better aku ckp yg kami masih lg berkawan tp kwn yg special. bukn bf or gf ye. we still need time to know each other. lgpn, kami mls nk fikir lg psl relationship or komitmen. kitorg fokus kt kerjaya dlu. da ade kerjaya nnti br kitorg discuss blk hal ni. as of now, sendiri phm la ape yg terpendam dlm hati masing2. and Alhamdulillah sume ok and kami HAPPY bile bersama. ^_^

oh, nape aku pnye tajuk BENDUL eh? adoiyai, jauh menyimpang. hehehe. actually, aku just nk bgtau yg aku ni lurus bendul org nye. korg ckp la ape pn, aku PERCAYA beb! tanpa ragu2. sape2 yg phm aku cane mst tau la perangai aku yg 1 ni. kdg2 sdey gk sbb ade jgk org take advantage dgn keBENDULan aku ni. tp takpe la, aku redha je. klu korg tipu aku, korg yg dosa, bukan aku. hehehehe.

21 Mei yg lepas adalah BIRTHDAY aku. hehehe. terima kasih pd sume kwn2 yg wish. sgt sgt terharu. ye, aku tau aku dah tua, tp aku maintain CUN kn? perasan lg aku ni. hehehe. aku harap doa kalian sume termakbul, Amin~

sempena birthday aku, i wish for happiness. moga dipanjangkn umur spy sempat aku balas jasa mak aku. moga dimurahkan rezeki spy aku dpt berbakti kpd adik2. moga dipermudahkan segala urusan aku utk terus berjaya. aku jgk hrp, die la jodoh aku cz he's the best i ever known & meet. tp klu bukn jodoh kami, its ok and hopefully kami kwn smpai bile2. wat mse ni aku tak bersedia utk kehilangan sape2 terutama family, die dan kwn2. syukur Alhamdulillah diatas semua kurniaanMu ya Allah. Amin~ ^_^

ok la, nk tdo kejap je before nk grk ke pdg merbok. huhu. keBZan melanda. nnti aku update lg ye. bye2~

[notaku: mggu lps aku demam. mggu ni die plak. sian dear. get well soon~]

quick update~

currently,

• tak bz lg, TAPI bakal bz mggu depan
• sedang dalam mood training + learn new thing
• meet new people + sume best2!
• MISSING my dear T_T
• can't wait for friday and weekends! ^_^

later aku update lg okay! have a nice day kawan2! ^_^

[notaku: sumpah rindu. tak sabar mau ngedate~]

u're mine~

salam to all.

lame tak menaip kt sini. rindu gile plak rse nye. hehe. actually, byk benda aku nk cite. tp wat mase ni sume masih terbatas lg. i know my limit. lgpn ape plak kate org klu pompuan yg lebih2 kn. so, aku relax and cool je seperti die. cukup la aku bgtau yg aku da reserved hati aku untuk seseorang dan biarlah masa yg tentukan segalanye. moga Allah permudahkan segala urusan kami, Amin~

oh ya, last friday, aku + mak + amirah + azizi telah pn selamat pergi & pulang dr Kelantan. mmg sgt penat sbb short vacation and less rest. kami ke sana sbb nk anta adik aku, Amirah ke USM untuk interview dlm course Medic. Alhamdulillah interview berjalan ngn lancar. cume biase la klu kene psyco kn. kite la kene bijak jawab. hehe. so, skang ni tggu je result interview, maybe by nxt month kot. kami berharap die dapat sbb klu die dapat die la satu2 nye doktor dlm family. lgpn die excellent, insyaAllah bleh perform and bleh berjaya. Amin~

this Monday, aku da stat training ngn SIMA. hopefully everything going well and InsyaAllah aku akan perform sehabis baik. i just need my supporter to support me. and of course including my dear. hehe. die pn stat training jgk isnin ni. part time job kt Maxis. wish us luck and doakan kami ye kwn2~

[notaku: no doubt! we need each other~]

fall in love again~

thanx cz make me happy~

i'll try my best to be the BEST for u~

Alhamdulillah for this happiness, syukur Ya Allah~

*will be away to KB, Kelantan this evening. doakan aku & family selamat pergi & pulang. and wish adik aku, Amirah, luck for her interview in medic at USM*

[notaku: gambarku di wallpaper mu. suke!]

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the only exception~

verse 1:

when i was younger i saw

my daddy cry

and curse at the wind

he broke his own heart

and I watched

as he tried to reassemble it

and my momma swore

that she would

never let herself forget

and that was the day that I promised

I'd never sing of love

if it does not exist

CHORUS:

But Darlin...

you are the only exception

you are the only exception

you are the only exception

you are the only exception

verse 2:

maybe i know somewhere

deep in my soul

that love never lasts

and we've got to find other ways

to make it alone

keep a straight face

and i've always lived like this, keeping a comfortable distance

and up until now i had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness

because none of it was ever worth the risk

CHORUS:

well you are the only exception

you are the only exception

you are the only exception

you are the only exception

Bridge:

i've got a tight grip on reality

but i can't let go of what's in front of me here

i know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

oh oh oh

CHORUS:

you are the only exception

you are the only exception

you are the only exception

you are the only exception

repeat chorus 1x

and I'm on my way to believing

oh and I'm on my way to believing

[notaku: its getting better everyday. cume terlalu byk persoalan kt otak dan hati. mintak maaf. i'm human being. and i'm afraid of loosing myLOVE again. please stay~]

happy mother's day~

no words can describe my love to you

thanx 4 everything and insyaAllah the happiness is yours

always love u Mak

*her entry, klik here*

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we have discuss about it. we just need more time. for the time being, we happy being with each other. insyaAllah, ade jodoh takkan kemana. i always pray for the BEST. when i say it, i mean it. i hope u understand me. thanx again for this happiness dear. really appreciate it. ^_^

[notaku: biar masa menentu segalanya~]

past is past~

tibe2 aku rse nk buat entry ni. pasal 'hal' lepas. pade sesape yg tau tu bagus la sbb aku malas nk explain pjg2~

actually, last 2 weeks kot, my latest ex da bertunang. korg takyah la terkejut or tanye mcm2 ye. kenal lame ke kenal kejap ke, kalau da jodoh, bersama jgk. aku taknak komen byk2. aku just nak ckp, aku happy utk die & tunang nye. kalau dorg kawen, nk jemput aku or tak, aku tak kisah pn. sbb kwn2 die, kwn2 aku jgk. so, aku takde masalah nak kecik2 ati kalau tak dijemput. ape yg sudah tu sudah la. aku always doakan kebahagiaan dorg~

harini, 4 mei, genap la 8 bulan aku single. yeah, btul2 single without any commitment. tipu la kalau aku ckp aku takde berkenan ngn sape2. of kos la ade and kami masih lg diperingkat berkawan. smpai mane tu tak sure lg. aku mengharapkan yg terbaek. kalau btul die utk aku, aku terima seadanye. and kalau die bukan utk aku, tak salah kalau kwn smpai bile2. for the time being, die la yg wat aku happy & tersenyum. aku sgt hargai die sbg kawan aku. terima kasih sgt2~

ape yg lepas tu, aku byk amik buat iktibar & pengajaran. aku taknak ulang lg segala kesalahan aku. cukup la aku dah terluka dulu. and aku SGT penat dah nk bercinta lg. penat nk kenal byk2 org lg. ape yg ade skang ni bg aku da cukup and aku perlukan ruang utk mengejar cita2 aku. aku SGT perlukan sokongan dr seseorang. and aku harap aku takkan kecundang lg. tu je yg aku mintak. moga Allah permudahkan segala urusan aku, Amin~

[notaku: bile nk period je, mmg aku suke nk emosi lebih. adeh~]

lepas geram~

salam to all.

finally, aku berjaya gk update blog aku ni ha. sorry pada sape2 yg menunggu entry2 baru dr aku. mcm biase la alasan aku BZ, tp mmg BZ pn, bukan tipu punye! ^_^

aku tak tau nak start dr mane. oh ya! pasal THESIS + VIVA aku. overall, ok la. aku harap aku lulus dgn jaya nye. aku tak expect A+ sbb usaha & kesungguhan tu tak brape nk ade. maklum la, keje last minit. huhu. ape2 pn, harap LEPAS and aku GRAD on time. InsyaAllah, Amin~ ^_^

about my life, org da stat menganggur ni biase la kan. KEJE takde, DUIT takde. harap poket mak je la. jual kek bile nk stat blk? well, aku perlu mase lg. hahahaha. sebenarnye, MALAS. tp aku akan push diri aku utk start jgk sbb DUIT la ape lg. klu aku jual kek, ade la duit nye kn. hehehe. and aku akan tambah lg jualan kek aku. InsyaAllah aku akan jual muffin. ade org tu ckp sedap, i like! ^_^

oh ya, last week, aku pegi Penang. for ur info, aku jadi Research Officer/Assistant utk sepupu aku. beliau lecturer kt USM and tgh wat research for his PHD. so, 1Mei aritu bermula kontrak aku smpai la bulan Julai. well, ok la dr aku menganggur. DUIT pn masuk, itu yg PENTING! hahahahaha. and the BEST part is, aku dpt jmpe Alin. best gile dpt pusing2 Penang & makan nasi kandar. thanx Alin! ^_^

ok, then about training yg aku penah sebut dlu, maybe la penah sebut kot. lupe plak. hehehe. SIMA training ni under Standard Chartered Bank. aku kene attend training nye selama 3.5 bulan and aku kene perform sehabis baik utk diserap terus. training ni stat 17Mei smpai bulan Ogos cmtu. it means, aku ade DOUBLE work la. nasib baik keje RA tu bleh buat kt umah and start from 17Mei, style keje adalah weekends basis. hehehe. keje RA tu seronok sbb dok kt umah je, takyah nk masuk2 office. cume sakit skit sbb kene cari data kt SSM or Bursa. nasib baik ade org tu sudi nk teman & tolong aku. suke! ^_^

oh ye, last week jgk, aku and housemates aku pegi Genting. SGT BEST! even hujan kejap pastu benti, hujan pastu benti. dpt jgk kitorg naik sume kecuali yg roller coasters. its ok la, dpt enjoy same2 pn da cukup PUAS bg aku. saje nk spent time same2 before masing2 start keje and Wiji blk Sabah. hehehehe. to my housemates, terima kasih sbb sudi kawan ngn aku. korg la penyeri hidup aku sepjg kt Segamat. susah senang aku kite share same2. thanx sbb byk tolong aku terutama time wat assignment. aku sgt2 hargai ape yg korg da wat utk aku. mintak maaf klu ade terasa ngn aku and halalkn makan minum sepjg kite bersama. moga korg sukses selalu & kawen cepat tau! hehehe. ^_^

lagi ape ye? ermmm. oh, pasal entry aku marah2 tu. nk cite kt sini ke? ermm. tak payah la kot. aku malas nk cari gado and org tu pn ckp jgn layan, so just forget about it. aku just nk ckp, org PSYCO mmg cmtu la. and org yg BUSUK HATI mmg akan slalu terancam bile tgk org lain HAPPY. that's the fact. utk yg berkenaan, mcm biase pesan aku, GROWN UP & GET A LIFE!

okay, last weekends, aku attend 2 wedding and 1 konsert. 1st wedding Mard kt Kajang and 2nd wedding Abg Meon kt Perak. dua2 ni kwn mase aku kt mahad dlu. and SERONOK sgt dpt jmpe kwn2. mmg HAVOC abis la. lepas ni BERDERET lg wedding nk kene pegi. can't wait! huhu. and konsert yg aku g tu adalah UNPLANNED. ni sume bf Dewi pnye plan. konsert ape? konsert DOUBLE TROUBLE. aku pn tak sngke finally kitorg dpt masuk jgk. asal nye tiket takde sbb sume da sold out. dpt masuk ni pn sbb hasil usaha gigih bf Dewi. mane tak nye, die siap mintak MC lg semata2 nk gi konsert ni. mmg la angin jgk kn klu tak dpt masuk. hehehe. well, si dia pn gi konsert ni jgk but die ngn kwn die la. aku ngn kwn aku. hehehe. ape2pn mmg SGT ENJOY and puas hati la dpt tgk konsert tu. thanx friends! ^_^

aku rse tu je kot cite nk kongsi. hehe. ade jgk hal yg masih pending lg. tp later2 la aku bgtau. relax2 dlu. ape2pn, aku HAPPY dgn life aku skang. si die pn always ade dgn aku. happy! ^_^

enjoy la sume pics ni ye. tp aku pilih yg random je la. nk upload sume, abis la berjela2 entry ni. hehehe.

friends forever!

Selamat Pengantin Baru Mard & hubby~

bersama kawan2 & junior TERLAMPAU~

Selamat Pengantin Baru Abg Meon & Sheila~

bersama senior & kawan2 ~

aku bersama Alin~

[notaku: u make me smile. we need to settle this things after ur interview. gdluck dear!]

banyak benda nak update~

sorry cz lately aku bz. pada sape2 yg tunggu entry aku, maybe isnin ni br aku update SEMUA story and takkan missed. aku bukan tak nak update, tp ade sbb lain jugak. mcm biase la STALKER ramai. tp i DON'T MIND and i DON'T CARE. suke hati korg la kn. da name pn blog and syukur la aku tak private. bace boleh TAPI JGN BERBUNYI! this is my story. kau tak suke, LEAVE! tak payah nk SEBAR cite aku kt FB and PSYCO semua org. desperate btul!

[notaku: aku bukan penganggur dah. aku dah ade seseorang utk disayangi and maybe dicintai. i always hope for the BEST]