Dilema~

Salam to all.

Setelah lama menyepi, harini baru rasa nk update blog. Hehehe. Maaf pada sape2 yg tggu entries dari aku. Eh? Ade ke? Tak kisah laa ade ke tak. Klu ade tu, tq! Hehe.

Well, the past few weeks or to be specific, last month is a hectic month for me. Tak tau laa ape yg bz sgt sampai byk benda aku lupe nak buat, byk benda nak kene pk and byk benda tak settle. Sgt complicated I can say. But Alhamdulillah, I have people around me, who love me and support me. Sebab mereka jugak aku rasa relieved. Legaa sgt. And thanks to you sweetheart. I know I can count on u and syukur Allah temukan kite.

Actually, aku dalam dilema sebenarnye and I really need your advice on this. And hopefully aku bleh wat keputusan dgn betul. But yes, setiap benda yg aku buat dah tentu kene ade restu dari Mak and tawakal pada Allah.

Seperti yg sume tau, aku sekarang tengah buat Master kat UPM. It's my 2nd sem here. And Alhamdulillah so far so good. My 1st plan before I join MBA, I was thinking of become a lecturer and I'm still looking fwd to it! Tapi, nowadays pnye requirement is who ever nak jadi lecturer especially kat IPTA, kene continue lg sampai PHD. And I was like, what? To be honest, seriously I can't do it and tak mampu utk sambung lg. Aku dah rasa penat and kalau boleh cukup laa smpai Master. So aku fikir instead of lecturer, jadi cikgu pun okay. Actually, dari kecik mmg aku nk jadi cikgu. Bile org tnye cite2 nak jadi ape, jawapan aku mesti Cikgu. Hehehe.

- Dilema 1 -
So, aku ingat, aku nak tukar Universiti which is UPSI. What? UPSI? Hehe. Okay, the plan is aku still sambung MBA tapi dengan PENDIDIKAN. Luckily, next intake is bulan Februari nnti and bleh stat apply online pertengahan bulan Nov ni. So, aku ingat aku nak cuba laa. Kire nye, if aku sambung kt UPSI, org tu ckp, subjek yg aku da amik kt UPM ni boleh laa tolak kredit, tp atas kebenaran dekan. Then fees pun 2kali ganda murah klu nak compare dgn skang. And UPSI ade part time jgk, cume weekends. Tp kwn aku nasihatkan, amik je full time sbb kelas ade hari Jumaat mlm and Sabtu the whole day plus bleh apply biasiswa dr gov utk byr yuran. So, aku rasa kukuh jgk alasan aku nk tukar Universiti. Cuma, UPSI tak menjanjikan kerja cikgu selepas tamat belajar laa. Which is I have to find by myself or maybe boleh mintk tolong kementerian ke kan. So, aku ingat aku nak cuba apply je. And aku betul2 nak jadi cikgu laa. Hehe. Korg rase cane?

- Dilema 2 -
If let say laa aku continue MBA kt UPM and buat sampai abis. Planning asal aku either apply jd lecturer kt kolej swasta ataupun sambung KPLI/DPLI. Which means, end up aku akan ade jgk laa words "pendidikan" dalam transkrip aku. Aku okay je klu lepas abis MBA tak amik DPLI/KPLI, tp to be honest, aku still tak konfiden lagi nak jadi lecturer. Planning nak jadi lecturer memang ade, cume maybe another 20 years and not now! Hahaha. Yg ni plak cane?

So, what say you? Aku btul2 tgh kusut gile! Aku dah dengar pendapat dari org2 tersayang, but I need more opinion on this. Please share, mane tau kot korg ade pengalaman lebih dari aku. Hehe.

[notaku: so far ape yg dirancang utk itu berjalan baek. Alhamdulillah. looking fwd for more good news. mudah2an]

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