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Friday, December 11, 2009

soul-less~

salam to all...

finally, result yg ditunggu2 dah pn kua.. Alhamdulillah, pointer aku naik.. as u guys know, last sem is the TOUGH sem for me.. many things happens & semua ade hikmah disebaliknye.. papepn, i'm happy with my result.. tahniah pd kwn2 yg DEKAN & da GRAD.. happy sgt2~ ^_^

oh ya, arini aku cuti.. sempena bday sultan selangor.. even aku duduk kt KL, tp aku ttp cuti gk.. hehehe.. arini seharian kua ngn adik2.. dok dlm kete je laa.. blk umah pn sbb solat, then kua blk.. best gk.. hehehehe~

actually, i have something on my mind and it also stuck in my heart.. susah utk diluahkn.. but for the time being, i want to live my life as usual.. even its getting harder everyday... aku xtau cane nk luahkan, especially bile jiwa tgh kaco.. if cite kt mak or adik2, of kos dorg akan sdey + mrh aku sbb masih ingat2 lg hal dlu.. i'm human being, of kos akan teringat benda2 yg berlaku dlm hidup aku ni.. if cite kt kwn2 pn, dorg akan annoying gk.. at the end, i've to keep it by myself... lg selesa and xmenyusahkan sesape... let it stuck in my heart forever, pendek kte bia aku tanggung sendiri... haih~

hari2 aku doa Allah berikan aku kekuatan utk harungi sume dugaan-Nya~

stat from now, aku nk jd pendiam laa.. mst aman dunia ni tnpe suare aku.. hehehe.. aku nk wat thesis and praktikal sepenuh hati aku.. hang-out ngn kwn2 lebih kerap utk melupakan hal2 lame.. and maybe tdo sepjg hari... bf baru?? for the time being, NO WAY.. aku xde la rse terdesak nk berBF... xde hati lg nk menggatal.. single is fun jugak.. mmg lonely, i admit it.. tp aku peduli ape.. internet ade, lagu ade, kwn2 ade, skandal2 ade, abg angkat ade & family pn ade.. aku lyn kn je sume.. lonely is not a BIG deal for me... so far, i enjoy my life~ ^_^

oh ye, penguat semangat aku tu BUKAN bf aku tau.. die tak special pn dlm hati aku, kwn2 je, xde nye lebih2.. hehehe.. sbb die la pointer aku naik.. thanx ye kwn!! die dekan kot.. teror btul kwn aku tu.. 1st time dlm hidup aku jmpe laki yg lbh tggi level kepandaian dr aku.. b4 this, laki yg aku kenal and rapat, sume bwh2 aku + same level je.. mmg culture shock kejap laa.. masuk dgree ni br nmpk laki yg pndai2.. kdg2 naik malu gk aku.. tp ok la kn, br la namenye LELAKI, br bleh jd LEADER.. tp ade gk laki yg aku kenal, nk jd leader pastu ske ckp lebih, tp habuk pn xde... what a shame?? hahahahahahhaa... 1st time aku bangge ade kwn2 lelaki yg DL.. tahniah ye kwn2~ ^_^


(gambar sekadar hiasan)

da 2 mggu aku praktikal.. so far ok je.. xbz pn.. cume 1 keje yg diberi mst kene siap dlm sehari... ok la, aku mmpu nk wat.. hehehe.. br 2mggu, tp rse mcm da bosan.. mane x nye, asik duduk je.. pastu mengadap pc... aku ni da la jenis aktif, duduk ni sgt membosankan.. lg2 mengadap keje yg same hari2... adoii.. cmni rupenye alam pekerjaan.. aku rse, aku xmmpu la nk wat keje cmtu.. and i've discuss with my mom.. about furthering my studies... InsyaAllah, everything already planned... skang ni berdoa je moga Allah permudahkan segala nye~ ^_^

aku bukn ape.. mmg nk keje.. but not that type of job laa.. dr kecik mmg nk jd cekgu.. xkisah la cekgu ape2 pn, jnji cekgu.. so, i've decide to become cekgu kt universiti... InsyaAllah.. aku da biase tgk mak aku dpt gaji byk gile tiap2 bln.. of kos la sbb mak aku ade bisnes sendiri, tadika & nuseri... korg bleh agk la brape mak aku dpt tiap2 bln.. and setakat ni Alhamdulillah, rezeki mak xpernah putus.. skang ni, da terbiase amik or mintk duit kt mak.. riso if keje nnti, gaji da la xseberapa sgt, tkt xcukup je.. and i think i cant live with my dgree salary... aku kn MATA DUITAN, mst la xcukup... hehehehe.. aku bukn nye xreti bersyukur, aku sgt2 bersyukur... but i need more to fulfill my satisfactions... lgpn, aku kn sulong, adik2 ramai. sape lg nk tlg klu bukn kakak.. so, smbg master is the best decision.. tgk la samada wat part time or full time.. if dpt job offer yg related ngn dgree aku, then aku wat part time... if job offer xbest sgt, aku wat full time.. hehehe.. InsyaAllah~ ^_^




[notaku: xske la cmni. jgn la over. aku da kate kwn, kwn je la. hish. annoying la kau ni~]


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