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Sunday, February 21, 2010

thesis yg semakin hancur~

salam to all..

tak tau nk cite ape. yg pastinye aku skang da takde mood nk taip pjg2. just nk share ape yg ade dlm hati ni je. dlm hati ni sgt jiwa kacau b4 dpt berbincang dgn mak. after dah berbincang dgn mak, mmg sgt lega. cume aku je la mampu or tak nak buat. tp aku rase InsyaAllah i can do it. instinc mak always betul. so, kene ingat pesan mak. jgn jadi BODOH. baek mak. takkan jadi BODOH lagi pasni. maybe aku terlalu ikot kan sgt perasaan yg tak betul ni. actually tak salah nk cite ttg perasaan. tp tu la, aku ni da jauh sgt fikir sedangkan benda tu baru je nak mule. yeah, aku ni cakap je pandai tapi dlm hati lain. well, sape2 yg ade kt tempat aku mesti akan faham. that's it. i'm really DONE this time. i SWEAR. demi MAK.

thesis in progress. cuti CNY da abis. adik2 sume da blk ke hostel masing2. due date submit thesis 26-28 feb ni. tp aku still stuck kt chapter 1. insyaAllah aku akan work hard because this is my life. oh yeah! aku tolak offer lecturer tu. ye, ckp je aku BODOH. i don't care. sbb aku sendiri tak yakin and aku rase sgt serabut. i need more time. aku stick ngn plan asal, nak jd lecturer lepas aku kawen & ade MASTER & ade beberapa tahun experience kerja. insyaAllah, moga dipermudahkan. Amin.

salam takziah buat fatiha & family, my classmates. die baru je kehilangan orang yg paling die syg. Al-Fatihah.

"I need an easy friend. I do, with an ear to lend. I do, think you fit this shoe. I do, but do you have a clue?"

"kadang-kadang perasaan sangat complicated yang kita tak tahu jawapan nya"


[notaku: enough this time. aku da spent every weekends for this 2 month and i need a break. ye, aku yg lebih2. aku yg stat and aku akan tamatkan. sorry & thanx for everything. i really appreciate our frenship. i just think too far that u may not think about it. i'm sorry again~]

2 comments:

Latika.Dot.Dot. said...

erm.........................
end?
apa nih?

dba said...

hehehe. psl tu la ika. yg akak cite tu. huhu. penat la.